WHAT HOW DID YOU FIND THIS PLACE??? Honestly Congratulations, You Really Like Clicking On Stuff Huh?
I Love Her With All Of My Being. My Radience. My Golden Goddess.
Aside from the VERY obvious explanations of an orange/blue-turquoise color motif, being a winged character, and having a connection to birds, I have become VERY akin to Golden Cheese Cookie due to her demeanor and struggles.
I am not the most confident individual in person. By channeling Golden Cheese's personality, I can feel so much more in my element and actually be proud of my creations. All that I have created are as precious to me as any of the treasures and prized possesions I own. The abundance of my creativity knows no bounds.
I too know what it feels like to lose everything. Multiple times throughout my life I feel like I had nothing, which I thought equated to me BEING nothing. Yet my spirit to create never dwindeld. Not one bit. I had NOTHING, but I created EVERYTHING. I found refuge in my own fictional worlds, hosting imaginary conversations with my favorite characters. I was one with my creation. The things I held dear. Every time I left a fandom, it felt like all I knew was ripped away from me, over and over again. Yet every fandom I have been in is a part of me still. I cannot completely separate myself from them, for they were my reality once. But every time my world is decimated, I will never fail to build it back up from nothing once more. I shall rise from the ashes an infinite amount of times, and be born more gleaming each and every happening.